God's Flesh, Flesh's Sin

James, a former evangelical, grapples with his sexual desires and his faith in this intense solo session. He begins by reciting scripture, his voice steady and reverent. But as he strips off his clothes, his voice wavers, filled with the same conflict that plagues his mind. He masturbates, his hand moving in a blur, his breath coming in ragged gasps. "I know it's wrong," he moans, his voice filled with shame and desire. As he comes, he chokes out a prayer, "God, help me," before falling silent, his body wracked with aftershocks.

• james
• new-testament
• apostles
• martyrs
• saints
• asmr
• jesus-christ
• reverance-for-god
• holy-spirit
• nofap
• god
• respect

• Amateur
• Solo Male
• Verified Amateurs
• Podcast