In a private, whispered confession, a Russian sissy expresses his deepest desires, longing for a partner to play the 'girl' with him or a mistress to introduce him to the world of strap-on pleasure. Locked in chastity, he dreams of the day his penis will be freed, fantasizing about the sensation of a good faker sliding inside him. For now, he's left to his own devices, masturbating and yearning for the day he'll find a willing partner to share his sissy journey.