A Japanese man, all chiseled abs and rugged good looks, checks into a hotel with a woman. But this isn't your typical tryst. He's a non-kei, a gay man, and his body betrays him. As she grinds on him, he struggles to stay hard, his mind wandering to other men. He manages to finish, but it's far from satisfying. As he pulls out, his seed dripping, he can't help but feel a pang of regret, his secret still hidden, his true desires unmet.