The room is sterile, the air thick with anticipation. I stand naked, vulnerable, as the camera zooms in on my untouched pussy. I follow the instructions, inserting the cold, hard object, wincing at the discomfort. I push it deeper, my hymen resisting, then giving way with a sharp, stinging pain. I withdraw the object, my virgin blood coating the tip, and hold it up to the camera, a tangible proof of my lost innocence, my first time forever captured on film.